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- Er, dunno why I wanna say this... It's like I know how pathetic it gets but still... Want to complain, well basically want to express it I guess... But I don't want to tell her, I'm always saying the same kind of useless stuff to her.
- Well just tell me then
- You ?
- Well yeah that's what I'm here for.
- I don't want to talk too much if it's vain and that's just gonna make me look pathetic, I'm afraid no one's gonna understand this shit...
- Well no one's gonna try, so I suppose you get a point here. Now stop fucking around and just tell me.
- Ok... It's just that I saw pictures from my ex, dunno if she's actually living dream of a life or if she's just trying to believe it, but to me looks like she's too much; last time I talked to her she told me pretty much literrally "we're happy, we're having so much fun together". I mean fair enough, I just don't get the point in saying it like that. And now she's displaying pictures of them in Venisia, 10 pictures of kissing each other out of 50, never seen that in any 15 years old gallery before. So it actually looks like she's trying to hard. Even more cause she's actually with someone she rejected because she was better off with me, but finally got back a week after I broke up, but then again why do I care ? In the end it's pretty obvious that I'm jealous, and I don't like it. Never been sure I did the right choice splitting up with her and now that I've lived a shit of a year and that she's displaying so much forced or not happinness, that's not that easy to deal with.
- My my, that was something indeed... Feel better now ?
- Hmm I don't know... Yeah I guess, not much though.
-Well that's all you're getting tonight, punk. That was pretty pathetic, by the way.
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