A big/small step for me

- Hey I just realized something.
- Hmm...?
- I want people to love me, don't really care about them vaguely liking me. If I start to care about someone, that's actually just going to piss me off if he just likes me. And therefore I act in a certain way that pretty much forces anyone to love me or hate me, which obviously can't lead often to happy ends.
- Well that's rather interesting, so what you gonna do ?
- I'm gonna try to change !
- Really ?
- Nah... Think I'm just gonna complain about things being that way, not quite sure I want or can change...
- You almost got me on that one...
- Eheh. I think it's because every time I say I'm gonna change, I'm a bit more honest...
- ...
- I think.
- Yeah, whatever.