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Tuesday, June 29, 2010

Fixing stuff

- Dude, your last talk wasn't all good. Sounded a bit like a 15 years old.
- Well I like to, sometimes. Being a grown up consist mostly in giving up on things. Part from being responsible, I guess. So in a way feeling like a 15 years old in revolt is a good way to make sure you haven't given up on anything and accept any shit that comes at you. You're not a cow yet.
- You realize I have no idea what you are talking about, don't you.
- Sure, try and keep sounding cool.
- So why did you come here for ?
- Dunno, was feeling like it's been a long time. But quite frankly I have no idea what to talk about.
- Bah, just say something, see where we end up. How are things ?
- Life's the same, in a different place. People come and go. Some even pretend to be interested. If I wasn't ten years in that grown up social life thing, I could even fall for it. But that's not the case, and I find it quite hard to know I could be in the same situation in a million different places, and probably will in less than a year.
- Well see, you did have something to say.
- Aren't you supposed to help ?
- Like giving you some piece of advice ? Meh. If you had some questions, I could try to answer them.
- Questions ? What could I learn from you that I don't already know ?
- I suppose that one is not for me to answer.
- Ok... Am I doing something wrong ? Am I supposed to do like everybody else if I want to be at peace any day ? Should I to play the game ? Or is it true that somebody out there would understand me, at least as much as any fucker is understood by his friends ?
- Well, honestly... Seeing how fucked you are, that's not quite sure, but what do I know ! I mean, you did end up meeting people more similar to you than you'd have hoped. Ok it fucked up most of the time but it's a good start, isn't it ? You could be positive and imagine you're gonna get even more lucky some time soon ? I must say it's pretty much down to that, we can't predict future, and you're not really hoping for anything else, are ye.
- Not really, I guess.
- I don't think you can do things a different way. Seen you trying and that was a catastrophe. And personally I don't want you to. I agree the world is a sad place, and most people suck hard, but we won't admit they're all the same.
- Meh.
- Okay, if we do some day, I'll help you blow up the place.
- Eheh, that's more like it. Some action to long for !
- Yeah, don't get too excited. Now it's late, live me to rest.
- Kay, night.

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